This masks

I hide behind a mask.
a mask of smiles and laughing 
this mask I hide behind
is full of lies and deception 

inside I'm crying dying
screaming, yelling
begging for help
behind this mask 

I smile and wave
i laugh and play
but behind this wretched mask
is a heart that's breaking 

a mind in need 
a feeling of loneliness 
A feeling of exclusion
because this mask I wear 

everyday of my life
holds many secrets
that in my life
mean everything